unprotected witness


Saturday, September 22, 2001
bin Laden says the Jews control the media in America.
so.
Do they?
that's where it all breaks down. where it will founder
why we all will die now
no one has the strength and clarity and position to be able to say
wait a minute.

Hey! Did you stop beating your wife yet?

There's more going on than politics
more than the consumer religion
the desperate peasant religion
the future farmers religion

but to speak against the madness now
to truly speak against it
not just dribbles of verbal pablum
not just easy virtue and nicety
but the truth piece by piece
to speak against the madness now is to focus that madness
on yourself
this is the infantile raging of a God just minutes out of the womb
there is no ancient wisdom at work here
no more than the refined tooth in a snake's mouth
is ancient wisdom
I don't want any of it
some reflex keeps me kicking like a hammer knocking
at my knee

too many bodies
not enough souls

and they found the keys to the shut door of time and opened it
and it echoed again and again
tighter and tighter
until the shriek became a thing with substance
a being itself struggling for a place

it loops
it feeds back
it sucks the life out of everything in its path

you want more?
you do
and what am I to give you that?

with all these parasites dangling off me

do you have any conception of what's going on as I write this?
you're there yes
but who else?
what else?

should I point the way?
to what?
something good here?
or somewhere we could get to
if we just let go of this?

I wanted it here
and they just took it all away

before we go let's talk true

the Jews don't control the media in America
the media in America is controlled by Jews
but not THE Jews
there is no concerted effort
no unified wall of racial self-interest
a bunch of psychotic assholes have taken over the means of communication
they won't let go
they're nuts
and the resistance to them makes them more nuts
and they have nuclear weapons
we're in a room with a psychotic with a gun
you want truth?
or do you want to get out alive?
they may not be the same thing

but it's not THE Jews
just as THE Americans aren't going to war
but hatred will unite them
just as it unites the rest of us
I was going to speak to the
Abramic nightmare deity
but I'm slowing down
too exhausted
feeling too controlled too meddled with
I'll wait for later
even if it never comes